Wednesday, August 27, 2008 fine scold me for all i care. i dont give a freaking damn. conclusion, i'm not going for trg tmr, no matter how hard you force me, i will just pon it. as if i care. whoever you are can just come after me and scold me, when i hv enof of all this, i will just make everyone happy including myself by transfering to another school that acadamically might not be as good as the one i'm currently in now, but i will be 100000000000000000000000000000 times more happy i swear. *pss cheryl and amanda, we should seriously transfer together to some sch lar*. i so agree now. wad do i get wen i try freaking hard and at least pass my math paper. wad did you say wen you say my math paper. you still rmb? if you didnt let me refresh your memory yeah, you threw my damn paper on the floor and asked me why so many careless mistakes wen you haven even look at it. yeah i'm sure. then you asked wad's the highest, so i said one full marks. then wad did you say? since others can do it, why cant you. if you are so stupid you wont have gotten in rg. wtf. i'm sure la, i'm stupid, and i'm gonna transfer out any moment from now. fker. after that since last month i hv been telling you my back hurts, and even jiejie told u to bring me to kk. and the fact that the gp doctor told me to take a x-ray even, dosent that make you care about my back at all? ok, mayb you dont. cos you're not the only one going through all these living hell. you should try to be me for one day, one day is sufficient, or mayb even one hour. everytime after sitting down, when i even try to get up, do you know how much it hurts? trainings just make it worse i tell you. i cant even sleep properly, i cant lie on my back cos it will hurt like anything, and on my sides are worse. now even when i'm sitting i can feel the freaking pain inside my stupid bone. do you even care about me. i think you will only like realise after like i become paralyse. no, you wont even realise till i die cos by then you will need to arrange for my funeral, if you even bother to that is. on second thought, i bet you will just leave me like at the hospital not even bothering to acknowledge me, or if you were forced to bring my corpse home, you would jus leave it to rot at home. only your precious daughter is impt to you. you were so proud of her that she played asian junior, and now dsa into rg. like who din get a dsa into rg as well. i got into xinmin cedar and nanyang even. wad makes you think i'm inferior to her then. asian junior is another freaking good example. if you haven freaking FORCED me into rg, i would be in some other sch now and i would hv went to like asean last yr that's confirm. so now you're blaming me for being stupid and retarted both academically and in sports. althought its partially my fault, its yours too. who was the one that agreed that my dsa to rg be changed into table tennis. you want prove? i still hv the same application form that says applying under : academics-chinese do you even remember that your other lousy stupid and dumb daughter got a dsa as well huh? or is she toooooo small and tiny for you to bother. wad did you do when your precious daughter sprain her ankle. you brought her to like a specialist, to check on her entire stupid bone. wad about me when i sprained mine, for the first time i told you you scolded me, then after that i dont even dare to tell you. which is why i had bone infection once, all cos of you, and the fact that you dont even know i was so so close to losing my stuipd ankle once further proves the fact that you cant be bothered about me anw. i know wad's the reason you wan me in rg. the fact that you wan your precious daughter to come in rg, so that someone can help her out and pass her all my notes that i had done with so much effort, so that she can pay more attention in class without having to copy anything, just like wad she has been doing for 6 whole years. you used me as a guniea pig, and brought me to sooo many tuitions just to see which ones the best before sending your precious daughter to the better ones. you might not realise everything you're doing now is hurting me deeply, and it wont for now, cos i dont care anyway and anymore. you can treat me however you want. dont blame me if one day some hospital call you to come and pick up my corpse. you forced me into all these. i should long ago be dead, and so all of you plus your precious daughter can like enjoy life without me so you all can be much happier. who needs parents who dont bother about their children. certainly not me, i would rather do without them i'm just fine. |
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