Tuesday, August 26, 2008 400th post ;D my blog's only slightly more than a year :D haha, see how often i post yeah. on the average like one post per day leh. haha, but i'm kindda reluctant to post nowadays since no one comes to tag, cos those who flood my tagboard are currently at my other blog flooding the cbox there as well. haha. lets see... today had training, and my back is hurting like HELL now. i cant even sit properly without feeling the stuipd pain ok. darn. and we din train like very hard today. was just slacking throughout. i'm sososososo pissed off at myself, if i cant even win her, wad am i to think that i will win THEM? i'm so ridiculous sometimes i know, but yeah. i cant control wad i tink rite? my back was like hurting halfway so i was half anyhow playing, as if that is a valid excuse, i'm just lousy lar. i only won 3 matches today? o.O i'm freaking lousy and stupid, yeah. and today npt scolded us. like really long, for 20 WHOLE MINUTES. wth lar. jus cos we hv like tests on monday, and the fact that we told chloe we're not going and coach din say anything so we assumed that there were no training. wtf la, who does he think he is to scold us huh. we're students for goodness sake. we nid time to study, mayb there some smart ppl but most of us are like dsa -.- we're stupid and we nid time to study ok, ok, fine mayb its just me. scold la, as if i care. i'm looking for another sch already, so do wadeva you wan to me. book me give me dc i don reallly care you know. i don know why i'm like so scared of him la, wanted to say sth for the "innocent" ppl actually, but din dare too. i thought the captains would say sth, but end up nv. so we ended up getting scolded for NOTHING. nothing's the word ok. i'm so pissed off still. but i'm feeling kindda better after the conference with dear yilin and dawn (: thanks so much dears. haha. feeling mixed. even if i should transfer not sure wad sch to go to. st nicks cos nearer to my hse. cedar, yilin and dawn's sch ;D xinmin, urm plainly cos i know a lot of ppl there. mayb not a lot but that sch's vball is good :D sometime life's just too full of choices, and we cant make up our minds. haiz. shall go do eng pt now. i haven done a single thing. (sry yilin dear, the post dedicated to you shall be there tmr ;D |
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