Sunday, July 27, 2008 sometimes i wish, that if i could start life all over again, would i choose this same path? since the day i was born, i bet i had wished i wasnt in this world. if right from the start when i was in kindergarten, if i had not been in Chinese dance, but in other classes like speech and drama or sports classes instead would my life now be better? if i had not gone to aitong and had gone to other schs like kuochuan pri for instance. would i be happier now? if i had not choosen chinese dance all over again, or if i had insisted to cont chinese dance would i feel better? if only i had nt join table tennis last time i bet my life would be 1000000 times better now. if i had taken child modelling would i hv a better life now. if only life was a time turner and whenever you feel you've made a wrong decision you could go back and correct it, if only these were true, live would be so much better seriously i suppose this is a rather unforgiving world cos everytime i made a wrong decision it dosent allow me to make another one to correct it, instead i hv to leave with it and live through it for 4 long years torturing myself again and again. i really wished i had ignore my parents and insisted i went to cedar back then cos i'm sure i will be happier there. or even fairfield. although that's not a good sch at least they hv a team who is like really bonded and they really hv team spirit. whenever they lose a point they will not blame anyone, intead just smile and the person and encourage her. is it that difficult that i ask for a team that is just half as good? is it that difficult? |
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