Sunday, July 20, 2008 hehx, haven been posting much anyway. taken a break from blogs and stuff, but yea, will post today. haven been in a good mood for days. those who had been talking to me and stuff will know, and i'm sry for being in such a lousy mood. haiz, got ten thousand reason that contributed to that. i'm just stupid la, saying the wrong things at the wrong time, making the wrong decisions again and again. yes,i'm just dumb. i've been thinking about it every moment, thinking if my life now could be different if i had made d correct choice. i might be busier, i might be the same, i might be worse. if only we could go back in time eh? that would be wonderful. for all i know, i might even be in national team now. great achievement in my whole life man. but what did i do? i threw away this precious chance to represent singapore, yea, thanks a lot man. freaking pissed off at myself now. if i was in cedar or xinmin, or nanyang. or even fairfield. can straight away get in le through one round of selections without any height criterias, the more i think about it, the stupider i think i am. isnt human suppose to get smarter when they get older? i tink i'm the opposite, getting more and more dumb after every day. on the bright side, i've completed my history pt. on the even brighter side, rgco's concert just now was super cool (: well done :D and xueling, dont bother about all d mistakes you've made, just rmb them and dont make them again in the future :D:D cheer up^^ that's all i hv gotta say. post more tmr or sth when i'm in a better mood. |
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