Friday, May 9, 2008 i wen for trg in the end and i just reached home. wow. i'm deciding to give all my best n hopefully get my brain occupied. today's the first official team trg. was a bit weird lar. cos sy, tn and some others all frm different sch, den wen we play team got lyk 4 spikers... that's ALOT fyi. one setter two back and max 3 spikers. omg 4. *poof* there goes my chance. jus because my sch dosent hv vball? i'm sure. tried centre and right today. was kindda a disaster. lost my touch of the damn ball. almost sprain my finger. grrrr. so pissed off at myself. sorry... den i miss a lot of gd opportunities to let my teammates spike. i'm so sorry... that's y we go lose to b div. haiz. if not can win de. the first half of the time was trg. serving was a disaster. somehow the net dosent like me today. everytime suppose to be jus nice go over the net de den somehow it jus bounce bak. lucky i nv serve undernet or out during the prac match. if not i die :X but service was horrible today, one word to sum it all up. my leg wasnt co-operating wif me either. wan jump also cant jump high, make me miss a lot of blocks today. 25-23. was super pissed off wif myself. if only i got half of my usual service. its supposed to my advantage, jus like tt somehow. but i kinda cant fa1 hui1 today at all. den the nxt match chng of positions. played right instead. and the best thing was thruout the whole match i only spiked 3 nice balls. i almost cried when coach scolded me cos i didnt play well today at all. cos first match we lose den second match play wif juniors we also almost lose. haiz. i'm sorry again. if only i was a little faster. i cant catch hold of the time today. and my bu4 fa2 was totally horrible. i suppose if i cont to go on like this i wont b on first team anymore. today we got our jerseys. num 5. exactly the same number wen i was in p4. oh wow. i'm seriously gonna train myself tmr mrg. i'm also gonna jump wall 1000 times per day from now on. cos this whole thing is gettin on my nerves. its either i get the correct timing but the ball goes undernet cos i'm not tall enof or i manage to get the ball over but no strength at all cos i practicly use 80% of my strength on jumping n tryin to reach above the net. WOW. number one thing to do on my list, grow taller... if only i hv joined vball instead of tt in sec sch. i would b like at least 10cm taller than i'm now. haiz, regret again. ok, i gtg to bath. den i shall slp and look forward to tmr. plan for tmr. train wif the lousy wall for spikes. ok, fine, train against. i swear i'm gonna whack the wall till it has a whole. and i shall do 2000 jumpwalls tmr. hmphs. ok, nites all. in a lousy mood now and i'm ready to burst into tears anytime. <3s to all those i don hate |
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