Monday, September 24, 2007 i didnt know that today's cle is one of the most signigicant part of my life. or at least my 13 yrs of life. it let me realise who my true friends are. we were told to evaluate ourselves and also 2 of our peers. i nv really thought of all the ques in the paper and now to think of it, only one person in my life (excluding my family members) could hv gotten all exemplery. that person has been in the same sch as me since kindergarten, pri sch. and even in the same class in p4. i doubt anyone would know who that is, but... really, i hv nv thought of who are my true friends, those that put themselves in front of others and really treat you sincerely. seriously, i hv only met one in my whole life (ok, 13 yrs) although throughout my 13 yrs of life, i hv many friends. but i feel that only one is really my best friend. i finally thought it through on the bus ride home. through such a simple thing as writing a note to your friend. reminds me of pri 6, last day of sch. where we write notes to our best friends. during that time, through 6 yrs of education in the same pri sch, we really hv many friends, but there is only one or two that treats u in return as a best friend. although in rgs now i hv tons of friends. ok lots. but not that they are not good, jus that i cant forget my pri 6 friend. seriously, wen i was in p6, everyday of my life was filled fun and happiness, not a day of sadness, with exception to the day when we collected out psle result slip. but on the whole everyday is filled with happjness and i will always look forward to going to sch. but now. it's totally different. how i wish i can don come to sch, how i wish that i could fall sick. if i have the chance to fall sick, i will really not come to sch. that show how much i dislike sch now. compared to pri sch. its very hard to describe but the whole idea is that pri sch is way better than now. its like the environment, i agree that the environment to study here is much better, but the friends and people here. i am not critizing anyone, but compared to pri sch, rgs is lyk hell. and i realy regret coming to rgs now. seriously. i should jus hv gone to xinmin or nygh, where my true friends are. really. how iwish i hv a time turner and i could go back in time, i should jus hv heeded jessica's advice last time, to go to other sch. now i regret, to be the only ats 6c to be in rgs, sometimes life is really lonely. esp. when it comes to trs day and other celebrations. its not that i don wan to go to pri sch, its jus that there's is no point of me going back, as all my friends will b gone the min i am dere. rgs is jus too far from ats. nobody else can understand my geelings. cos all of them have tons of people from the same class in rgs also. i should hv jus transfer after mid year. and i will be many times happier. that is one of the biggest regret in my life. sighs.ok, enough of ranting, shall start again in a new post bout other stuffs |
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