Friday, May 9, 2008 making wrong decisions r lyk my trademark. first of all the first wrong decision is to be even borned into this world. second i suppose is that i choose to quit dance to join table tennis. den later on after joining track and field, volleyball and table tennis in pri 3 and 4, i choose to quit track instead. and cont vball and table tennis. den after on i for some reason wen to quit vball instead of table tennis which i hated. after that, the major wrong decision i made was to dsa into rgs. that's the worst decision i have ever made. i don know wad's wrong wif me. vball in cedar and xinming and also nygh. den i all don wan choose to go to rgs. i'm jus plain stupid i guess. between a sport that i love and a sport that i hated, why did i choose to cont wif that... i'm regretting a lot, just that the only comforting thing is that i hv nice seniors like all the b div and also all my classmates. i suppose that's the only comforting thing. others are doing well in their school, unlike me. they're having fun, regardless of ccas or classes. regret is the only word to describe my feelings now. so many complicated things hv happen one time after another. why must you all torture me lyk that. i really dont know why. i hv finally realised that actually "friends" are not trustable at all. althought they may treat you well and maybe even pretend to lend you a listening ear. all you all know how to do is actually to talk behind my back and stuff, and i'm not sure if you all know how i feel although you said sorry, but why do you still keep doing all these to hurt me over and over again... i don wanna hear your apologies again, the only thing you can do to me is to keep away from me. i'm really really tired of all this. you can do wad you like. talke online talk on the phone and sms who you want. i dont CARE. jus get out of my life. why do you hv to spoil my day and my night. i jus don get it cedar xinmin nanyang or even presbtarian high... later on raffles junior college hwachong anderson or pioneer, i'm confused once again. someone please help me and safe me from this heartless and cruel world. |
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