Sunday, February 3, 2008 1st match tmr. mixed feelings... a part of me feels excited, but the other part of me is nervous and afriad to play. what if my damn wrist hurts again and refuses to listen to my brain? what if i suddenly cannot play and make the whole team lose. what if my opponents are strong and they got lucky? there are many what ifs... but WHAT IF EVERYTHING THAT I THOUGHT OF CAME TRUE. WHAT WILL HAPPEN TO ME? i am already on the verge of breaking down. mus he push me further down the cliff that i am already hopilessly holding on to? stress is all he gives me. every training he will jus scold me like nobody's business. at first i cant b bothered wif him, but i jus cant take it anymore. what is his freakinh prob. if not scold me den scold elaine. like WTF. go and die la. being the main 7 is not easy mans. it's even worse if he makes u play both singles and double. singles are ok, jus that i am afraid everything goes wrong tt day. doubles is a little better. hv weiling to sorta accompany me. i am falling off the cliff alredy, so will you jus stop adding on to the load of stress? GO RGTT. GIVE IT OUR BEST SHOT AT ZONALS AND NATIONALS:) |
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