Saturday, September 1, 2007 sighs, holidays are here. holidays = no school :) = more training :( = maris training [what the hell] = wasting time = see coach more often = hate table tennis even more = life in rgs is hell for me wah lau, so conclusion for holiday is it sux. stupid maris training, damn bloody waste time. wth lar. go dere play wif those tt i always play wif. stupid coach, damn bloody bias. asshole. always put SOMEBODY in front wen playin sheng jiang den he eventually also come down. FUCK LAR. asshole. maris sux. the people, the coach and the training. so wad for go. wa lau. stupid coach, everyday only know how to tell me to come for training. either tell mei mei or go n tell mummy to tell me to come for training. asshole. he only know how to complain to mummy, every single thing. last thurs also mus complain. he enouf already anot. irritating. shouldnt hv taken up the dsa, shld jus hv gone to a normal sch and play the sports i like. fuck. who cares if i get to play nxt yr. i don bloody care. y mus i scarifice my time to train his players. wth. i would rather sit at home and stone than go dere waste my time. nt only waste my time, also mus see all the idoits. only idoits will go for maris trainings. i am nt going, y shld i, sb tell me. for training i am the most diligent one. last time competition period i wen down everyday. and i dare to say that i train the most, excluding the stta ppl. den in the end i also don gt to play. go 4 so much trainings for wad. i am already perfectly fine wif sitting down and nt playin. y shld i give myself so much pressure to train den in the end also cant gt to play in nats. damn unfair............... no wonder life is unfair. wtf. from now on, i will only go for sch training. dunno y that stupid idoit so concern bout me. nth to do wif him if i forgot to call mummy wen i reach sku for training during the holidays. so y shld he care. he is nt related to me in anyway. so fuck out of my life. to me you are only another person i hate but have to see. i warn you, fuck out of my life. i don wan to see you outside training. it is nt ur business how i go home after every training. if i wan to take bus or take car. it is none of your freakin business. and how well i play is also none of ur freakin business. if i feel lyk playin, den i play. if i don feel like, too bad. stop nagging at me like nobody's business. fuck out of my life i warn you. if you wan to. go and bug someone else. do not bother about me anymore. as how you scold me last time, say if i don trzin properly i won get into tg. how i wish i nv listen to you at all. and mayb even if i concentrate on studyin instead of training in p6, i could hv gotten in rg through results. and every mth i will save 250 dollars on sch fees. if you are so rich, u can pay for me if you wan, if nt, don tok to me. idoit. how i wish i nv join table tennis at all in my life. though i will lose many nice seniors and friends, i would rather nt join. do you know how irritating it is wen mummy nag at me every sat and sun to go to maries trainings. and who cares if coach gets tired of callin me to go 4 trng nxt time. isint it better, no nid to go. i don see wad is the point of going to maris training wen you go dere to play wif the same ppl every week. some more mus see a idoit's face. wth lar. study at home also better than going for training. it is nt so bad wen chloe go also, but wen i am the only one the go, it is damn boring. everytime warm up tt time also no one train wif me. wat is the freakin use of tt. den he always only know how to say kuai dian qu lian qiu, den he so smart find someone for me to train wif lar. all in all. maris training sux and he sux. wtf. i mus hv to be such an idoit last time wen i belive him to come to rg. stupid me. shldnt hv come at all. go to other sch where it's nt tt stress dere and no nid see table tennis at all. what is the use of living if you dont do wad you like. and you are being force to do sth you really dislike. fuck lar shall go n do bio pt now. and the chi mei shi compo and also the wei ren gu shi. *going crazy* |
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